i feel horrible....

can someone just kill me nw

gastric is killing me....

been having bad gastric...very bad...

getting irritated and very irritated..

i feel empty once again...

going out doesnt seems to cure anything.

i wonder wat happen to me...in denial

constant denial.

who can pull me out from tat deep well tat i fall upon.

somoene pls save me...

i dun wana get addicted animore. i rather suffocate myself or drown myself in booze and pills to forget abt stuff...

k tat sounds bad....but its just a statement...watever it is.

i hate this. i forgot how to move on.

even when im having fun outside....id feel empty.

even if im out....id still be sad.

so...going out doesnt means will make me feel better...i used to be able to forget abt stuff by going out...

but its not working now! HOW!!!!

so pls...just shoot me down.

i hate myself